Saturday, June 2, 2012

How It Comes To Me: In An Instant Off A Dying Hearth


How It Comes To Me: In An Instant Off A Dying Hearth

The Sun is in the third year, measured by the standards of a human life. It’s 9 o’clock AM and its playful rays are branchstylingly touching the windows of the houses as the streets are flowing through the city, celebrating the arrival of another bright day, saturating the urban forest in abundance of fresh air. As the morning is unfolding, streams of people are populating the pavements, presenting the concrete with a variety of sounds: from a muted touch of gum soles, via a modest remark of the presence of classic leather shoes’ bottom sides, to the self-righteous, bold signature of a stiletto, determined to reaffirm its unshakable step.

Unnoticeable in its undisputable visibility, sunshine is moving freely. Freely towards the place that unknowingly, yet invitingly, awaits its face to spill the smile over the curves of the modern architectonic haven of ye knowledge bygone. The newly refurbished building of the former 25 E half all(E)y Café Club proudly bears witness to the perseverance of the enduring mind of fellow-cyber-comrade Bizza(R)e integrated in each and every single droplet of dried paint, astringent mortar, and bricks firmly attached to one another. With no visual appearance, the prevalent mind-archive is, strangely enough, experienced as a pop art appropriation of a renaissance portrait of Bizza(r)E’s prenatal dream of his own birth.

Numberless are corridors. Endless the shelves storing the countless occurrences of counterritng on the infamous Beach. Uncontainable is the force of the persistent jolt of the wave, boomerang-style bringing the archival materials from the factory walls to ye cliff immemorial. Like it should always be splashing the steep rocks, it keeps coming in diverse shapes and modes. Sometimes, it manifests itself in a colossal golden billow—surfer paradise—that is materialized, albeit in a transformed form, either in a vast tapestry in the Café Club Museum’s halls, or in an embroidered table cloth in the huge dining room seating all the 200 participant-DJs in the event taking place on this exceptionally splendid May day. The event is On How To Phunkie ReadWriteRemix and is obviously homage to the milestone of steady rocking, cornerstone of genuine exchange among fellow-cyborg walkers—seminal manual of the same title, predating and inspiring the birth of A Panapocalyptic Manifesto (ØØØØ), the pervading authority among the bunch of the persecuted resisters against the tyranny of the oppressive mechanisms of anti-unorthodox cutting edge scientific experimentation.

Master of Ceremony welcomes the partaker-Djs as they are one by one approaching the entrance and are stepping into the world of words & thoughts that is for the following two days to be the battlefield of taking turns in agreeable statements, rough refutations, brainy visualizations, impassioned rationalizations, poetic philosophizing, loud rebuking, silent harmonizing, quiet camaraderie, robust support, streetwise scholarship, and—above all—worshipping the mastery & power of ¾ broken beat poetics. The welcoming address  is of the approximately following order:

MC: Hola, Sylvan Souls!
First off, ex-fucking-hale. And then help yourselves to some bakery niceties. And then, having a good olde puff in the smoking-freeLY designated area, do come back in. And then following the directions and signs, showing with the precision of a fucking surgical scalpel the way to the auditorium, do get safely to the room of your choosing. Treat yourselves to some thought-provoking input generously outpoured from the minds, mouths, screens, and/or papers of the panelists. Do not hesitate to express your wonderings, share your suspicions, utter your inquiries, state disagreements verging on an annoyance, and, needless to say, do your fucking best to readwriteremix as much as you fucking can during those two days—and beyond--of the rule of the spirit of zarr(Y)e Y(e) Grooviologist-cum-Bizz(a)rE-yo-majestic-highness.

 
DJs: If it is heretical to equate liberation with creation, let’s immerse our-good-selves in genuine textual sacrilege. If the flow is a potential anagram of something else, welcome to Silent Spelling Bee. If architecture equals archeology that predates global epistemology, let’s dig! Yo!



Day One

Databases offer choices. One is to acknowledge technological determinism as the only scenario for Panapcalyptic Celebration of the reversed notion of humility. The other is to understand the world, humans, and everything else as an opportunity to exercise unrestrained, unlimited, and inalienable freedom. The former founds the world, life, and everything else in the certainty of the subjectivity void of the subject. The latter elevates the subject to the heights ungraspable to it, thereby destabilizing its capacity to act. Freely.

Scopophilia is an ancient Greek goddess, foreshadowing the character of Ziggy Frawdd’s mother in the tragedy entitled Through & Back In the Looking Stained Glass written in the lacoonian tradition by the giant of the playwright world, Juicy Face, a.k.a. Stroke of PurpleOrange Midnight. In the play, the author dramatizes the complexity of the encounter between a mother and a child at the moment of the child’s swallowing a droplet of milk generously poured from the mother’s breast. The crux of the narrative is the child’s gaze, fierce like fuck, persistently fixated on the pupil of the mother’s eye. The child’s conduct is apparently motivated by the retrospectively acquired, if not rationalized, need to inflict on the mother’s heart—via the eye, of course—as much of a sadistic and narcissistic emotion as she cannot take. She, in turn, stares back in an attempt to dismantle the superimposed idea of being the object of the child’s kindergarten toy’s desire. Within the encounter commonly known as looking and being looked at they engage in an unconscious glorification of the instantaneity annihilating both the past and the future.

A: We are not robozombies!
Q: Who the fuck are you to tell anyone who one is!
A: We are not robozombies!
Q: Who the fuck are you to know what a robozombie is!
A: We are not robozombies!
Q: Who the fuck are you to know what is correct!
A: We are not robozombies!
A: We are not robozombies!



Day Two

If I say that I was born yesterday, it means that it was in the Northern Hemisphere and that a seal from the cold seas baptized me in ice and, by so doing, gave me the name which I cannot remember at this very instant, just as I cannot any time somebody offers me a choice to be either a shark or a whale. Such situations cause a sense of massive uneasiness, not only because I cannot remember, nor because I cannot choose, but because of the situation itself. Uneasiness grows into anxiety. Anxiety into disturbance. Disturbance into panic. And vice versa. I find myself confronted with a demand to which I cannot respond. Or, I can, if this account of such an experience counts as a response. Or, the experience itself. It makes me question one of the most profound assumptions about the human mind and human relationships. The assumption is of the approximately following content:

I used to know Uber-philosopher of a non-philosophical provenance. The name is zarr(Y)e Y(e) grooviologist. That most inquisitive of minds used to claim that the body is but an echo of its own weight. That makes its physicality nothing but. Its own inside. Being the fierce look from the other side of the microscopic stained glass.

If I could see the specimen from that perspective, I will tell it to everyone. I would start by saying what I will tell. In circa 10-20 short minutes, I would explain what the content of my speech is going to be. I would not disclose the actual vital parts of my address to whoever listens. Yet, I would carefully, neatly, and precisely delineate the framework of the report about what, in fact, is a tiny lump of matter, and to my eye appears like a body floating on the surface of water. Or, an aquarelle painted by a three year old whose eyebrows are sprinkled with diamonds. I would look more. In order to be sure how to introduce my communication content. And then…I would just look more. Until I finally remember what my name is.

A: We are not robozombies!
Q: Who the fuck are you to tell anyone who one is!
A: We are not robozombies!
Q: Who the fuck are you to know what a robozombie is!
A: We are not robozombies!
Q: Who the fuck are you to know what is correct!
A: We are not robozombies!
A: We are not robozombies!
 
While the stream consisting of grains of sand is pouring downwards into the bottom chamber whose boundaries evoke an image of a cup approaching the mouth through the steamy jungle, thoughts float—upwards. Evaporate and disperse across the air, playing with disjoined atoms, originally inhabiting a warm nest of a molecule. Thoughts adopt the wandering atoms. Play with them in spacious camerae of the vast mansion. The atoms find places in that villa. Places like smell. Wrapping them in a smoky, aura-like scarf.



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