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Like a droning brook rolling a slimy, muddy stream along meandering sylvan pathways across the gentle grove, those moody seasons pass us by. Like indecisiveness swaying the uncried tears back and forth, those commotions in the atmosphere remain outside the scope where engaging in communication occurs.
Those unseasoned seasons are contained in the
aloofness of their unlikely caprice. Titillations, oscillations, vacillations,
tickling, fluttering, flapping…all of it is just not that what dries scars on
the skin of the trunks, licks the mucus dripping down the branches, and the
mighty moonoiling encrusting with the
golden, sparkling film the surface of the river.
It glistens at dusk. It glows at dawn.
like orangepurple
trajectory. like phunk.
The language i can understand and speak. It’s called
the poetics of the remix.
You walk eonlong jungle days. You drag your feet
along snow dunes in the midst of a desert. Your walk silences their muteness.
You persevere in moving through those dense piles of noisy muteness saturating
the everyday with rancid acceleration, putrid distraction, nauseating
predictability of bewilderment, static hindering wavelengths, breaches on the signal
lane, obstacles on paths of photons’ bouncing, stink of exuberance, annoying
fluctuations, thick stacks of platitudes zillion light years away from the
innerness…subzero interstellar spaces…interstices of time, vacuity of space…u
name it.
i don’t need a distraction from sadness, solvent to
nostalgia, antidote to laziness. i don’t need an ocean to wash away snot from
my pearlshower, to sanitize my dreams of unsmoked books, to oxydize gland
infused staleness, to depathologize cotton candy pollen cobweb.
It glistens at dusk. It glows at dawn.
like hourglass /
like yo cymbalness : like
phunk.
The language i can understand & speak. It’s
called the poetics of the remix.
/
do tho believe in freudism?
who da f*ck я u to lay any claim regarding denunciation
of such stuff by virtue of refuting and/or rebuttal of it—it is being rendered
obsolete anyway: by law.
do tho contend that law annihilates the credibility
of a theoretical stance?
who da f*ck я u to imagine the society that builds
cities according to the maps found deep inside one’s visceral projection of
gut/wit—by law or by imagination is the distinction that is being rendered
obsolete by virtue of visual cosmetics economix.
do tho hold that the raelity of reel is a reflection
of cultural realities as they manifest themselves in the fantasy of the t(h)ree
looking one?
who da f*ck я u to presume that names are that what
one worships—the reflection of the weirdness encrusting the surface of the
river as it listens to the whisper that sprinkles inklets turned into golden
sparks over its mischievous crest.
Verily.
***
i don’t know why this outpour of dried tears
saturates my whole being at this very moment. sometimes i think it is because
the spring looks like an early fall, feels like unseasoned seasons. sometimes i
think it is because the effervescence it both exudes and inspires is just not
that what the sweetish warmth of moonoiling
is : reflection.
***
As kaleidoscopic pixel galaxies flicker and photon
waves splash against the shore of cosmic bents, icicles melt in blossoming
buds. Snow cries rivers down the mountainsides as the petals breathe in the
tonic of photosynthesis. Lakes glimmer with frost teardrops leaking into the
melting crust as it merges with the undercurrent that was for months wearing
that icy crown. Nectar slips through the heat whirlwinds. The anchor. Orgies of
unseasoned seasons. The radiance of steely skies and smiling constellations.
/
Ink spilled over a mountainside. It glides down the
rocky face. It necks the rough texture of the relief stubbornly unmoving.
Irresponsive. Inkwaves roll down the mountain slope. Slowly rolling,
upholstering the scenery. At the foot of the mountain, it forms a delta. It
branches into myriad tributaries. They merge as the confluence plagues the
greenery of the meadow. As the meadow sea flickers kaleidoscopic dreams of an
ink empire. all being palephotnized
now.
Indigo carpet
of ink dreams spreads its wings over the pearly cobweb. Seabed immersed in a
rhizomorhic rhapsody. Its pebbles nodes to the webwiering, its corals riffs to the strings vibrating as the indigo
carpet spreads its wings. It pulls a star-knit blanket over the driveway
submerged in pale milky saliva of a silver moonlight kiss. It clothes the
orchard in a foggy cloak. It smears a snotty pearljet spat out of the petal
whisper over the façade. all being palephotonized
now.
Interstices on the mortar skin conspire with
microdroplets soaking the architectonic specimen with the ink ocean’s tide. It
flows through the hallway. It meanders around the curves in the labyrinthine
interior. Embroidery from the indigo blanket scattered like pebbles along the
endless floors, thirsty walls, dazzling ceilings. Rooms upholstered with crappy
cotton candy. Web to the star-nodes, cushion to the snotty balm dripping from
the cosmic glands. all being palephotonized
now.
wow to tho, t(h)ree looking one.
Verily.
kessenem
/ pleazy.
like phunk.
webiered.
***
Each blossom breathes a croquis of a cold fall night into the dazzling
vivacity of brightness. Each petal a cell in a crumbling kaleidoscopic comb.
Sticky carriers of whispers swept from the avenues inhabited by an immobile
look of glass eyes staring from shop windows (all being palephotonized now).
Each bud exhales into the fuzzing effervescence a
kiss of gloom. Each petal a wave in that solemn saga rolling dusty whirlwinds alighted
from the concrete face of the avenue mummified with the echo of subzero interstellar
spaces (moonioiling).
Each whisper a
nanosecond of pollen’s trajectory carried on the wings of invisible steely
skies. Each wave a particle in kaleidoscopic tunnels of memories—wilderness
populated by a web of dried branches and wrinkled, rough-skinned roots
encrusted with dehydrated mud…landscape abandoned by dreams, dreams chimera to
their own habitat…reverberating through ghosts of leaves (it’s called the
poetics of the remix).
Hiss from the table—milkish ocean buzzing. Screech
from the socket—optical fiber cable humming. Symphony of liquid crystal
screens. Stately castle.
Its seductive chambers saturated with ink
cornucopia. Meandering corridors usher the indigo specter snaking along
mysterious bents. It brings the breath exuded from the glass eyes’ stare. It
brings the bleakness of the halo brooding over the barren scenery. It is an
apparition of a memory that never was, an oneirscape never dreamed.
Each petal a thought, each blossom a whiff from
eonlong dreams. Like there has never been anything else but the oneiric drift.
Like there could never be memory because there is no present to revamp the
past, no past to haunt the present, no fantasy to fuel sketches of a future.
It is a dystopian
world. You either dream or remember. There is no intersection between dreams
and memories in a dystopian world. Because it’s crime.
I dwell in those shady spaces where smuggled chunks
of oneirstuff meet the memory of themselves. It is a phantasmagoric
bacchanalia. Cosmic endocrine ambrosia pouring into the chalice -- repository
of the universe’s petrol -- bubbles fizzing a foamy serenade along the golden
rim, wild streams gliding down the walls of the vessel. I phantasmagorize hard.
Because it is not allowed in a dystopian world.
You either perpetuate your own disappearance through
a persistent mind-emptying trance-inducing inhibition or sustain your own
oversaturating spatiotemporality through the illusion of ubiquity. You indulge
in an imposed, false sense of content. I don’t. Because it is permitted.
like phunk.
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